Occasionally my blog’s a whingeing tool. Today this is the case.
I’m tired of revising. I have my exam tomorrow morning and I can’t do anything more because my brain hurts. It’s not even full. I quite clearly haven’t done enough yet for this exam, but I’ve got a mental block. I just don’t care anymore. But to not revise is to throw away an entire year’s work.
Dilemma.
The subject: Public Affairs. The Barnett Formula, Scottish voting systems, blah blah. It’s not even that it’s completely uninteresting. Some of it is.
It’s sunny outside; what I wouldn’t give to be lying on the grass drinking a Corona. Ahhhh…. 
Isn’t it a little bit sad that you study so much supposedly to give yourself a better future, when you’re just missing out on life as it’s happening in the now? Maybe i’ve been studying too long. Well it has been seven years. With a wee break in the middle.
I really hope this is worth the effort.
Meanwhile I feel sad and weird, like a deflated balloon.
